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bleeeugh

it’s not fair :(

whenever i start to tan my scars become darker and more noticable. 

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i wont have cut in 7 weeks tomorrow

thats the longest i’ve ever gone

but right now i think im going to break that.

all of that hard work. gone.

everythings just gone shit like that, so easily and quickly.

it’s weird how little it takes to feel so horrible.

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i’m just so angry at the moment

with everyone and everything

including myself

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think skinny

be skinny

think skinny

be skinny

kissmeyouanimalxo:

yes these may look like thunder thighs to the untrained eye, but to me they are the beginning of a thigh gap!
yes i know, it’s a tiny tiny gap but at least it’s something!

kissmeyouanimalxo:

yes these may look like thunder thighs to the untrained eye, but to me they are the beginning of a thigh gap!

yes i know, it’s a tiny tiny gap but at least it’s something!

In total today I have ate 1,067 calories. I still haven’t done my daily workout due to my studying but 10 minutes of jumping jacks will burn 80 calories.

1,067 - 80 = 987 which is less than 1,000!

Even with my slip up today of eating that meal when I got home i’m still able to control myself and get to under 1,000 calories. :D

Just got to remind myself that instead of having a meal or snack when i get home from school tomorrow i should eat an apple! Can’t afford to slip up again, i’m not much less than 1000 calories today.

Actually love my mum

She’s starting to actually help me with my diet now, instead of the usual “I don’t want to hear this!”

today I told her how i had already ate 632 calories and I was really worried about dinner. Honestly, i was nearly crying. Then she said “Look if it makes you feel better, i’ll cut out the pasta all together, how much does that come to?” It came to 1,067 so I wasnt as scared.

She just says that I shouldn’t go to far or do this for too long because she doesnt want me to hurt myself. She’s finally understanding how much i want to lose this weight though!

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I have already ate 632 calories today, omg.

Better work out before I even think about Dinner!

Anonymous asked: Oh my gosh! Congratulations, that's so good. Any tips?!

Thank you so much!

I was eating under 1000 calories each day and excercising every day. Some days though I would cheat and eat about 1500 calories. I know it seems bad, but obviously it still worked :D Drink lots of water, and instead of snacking eat an apple or some other piece of fruit <3